so its been forever seems my journal. but it dosnt matter it not like anyone reads them but me but ill write it anyways im so bored and i didnt get up for school today. ill been sleeping more when i get home from school i go right to sleep. i have no idea why coz when i go to sleep its a blair of good dreams and nightmares. all the nightmares have gotten so bad with all the litle things and the monsters the people trun into monsters. there was toxic in the air the sky was the ground the sky color was yellow and the stars were red the moon was black like the dark side of the moon. cant you just picture it all it looks like fun but its not. i could feel my bones in my sleep the warmth and the cold. the empty place fills up i watch from a window they kissed i dont know who they were but it was so beautiful i wanted it olny because i have never kissed someone like that. then fire all around me it taked me away from the window. into a empty room so grey no windows no doors i was traped with no one but shadows and the things comeing out of them. thats one of the dreams i keep haveing.